“Just knowing.” All of those sayings that we hear growing up definitely have new meaning in my life now. This has been the biggest risk of my romantic life that I have ever taken. What a novel idea! “What if” can also be a positive!!!! What if it all works out?! What if everything goes how I am dreaming it of going? What if I get everything I’ve ever wanted? What if I have actually taken a massive risk that will actually be a beautiful thing? We often times forget that the “what if’s” can be joyful too - magical. Overthinking, + worrying about the “what if’s.” I talked to my Mom about my fears, and she said “Yes, but, what if it all works out?” Ahhhh. Recently, I have been more anxious than usual about taking some big steps in my life.
I am constantly overthinking, worrying, processing, analyzing, + then worrying some more.
